Goodbye

Yesterday we said our goodbye
I saw the worst in your smile
Shattered from hopes and dreams
For this love has not died
Simply torn by your faithfulness.

This broken heart had been aching
Agonized for far too long
Yet it got crushed again last night
It was not the exertion of a devil
It was an angel in the form of YOU.

You’ve abandoned me long ago
I was lost in my own mind map
Wondering if I should find my way back to you
I wanted to be with you
There’s nothing more that I want than to feel you.

Finally I’ve caught up with my world
Realizing what is right and wrong for me
At least that’s what I think
I can no longer see you ‘cause you drifted
Far from sight, far from breathe.

You will always remain the angel in disguise
For you had released me from this black cage
Took my hand, and took me into comfort
I hold on to you tight
Too tight I suffocated you.

Today I am better
Better off without you
At least that’s what I think
Someday you and I will look into each other’s eyes
‘Cause I know you’re somewhere out there.

You and I will no longer exist
I’ll miss the plurality of you and I
No wait,
I’m missing you already…